Bout You.

When I see you again….

You,,,is the lost card . . .

This is about him, the one who ever care to me much. . . .Crossing the night and the crowded, just to come and see me for a while . . . talk to me and give me a little present near the crowded street, always near that street . . . You came and look at me with smile, just it. And he tries to make a short conversation just to keep me staying in front of him. I ask to go,,, he asked a question again, then make me smile. Then I go back and I text him this words “ Thank You very much”

Then he replayed with this “:-D” then he text and text again and again until I sleep.

That is the things that we did,,, standing in the street, with a dark sky above ,,, with the crowded of hundred of peoples that crossing the street, you and me ,,,

And the all sweet things between you and me turn to bitter,,, you and me became stranger. And when I see you… just a smile that means “this is over, you lost me” and I go ahead . . . you is not the one that I knew before . . .

Losing the things you have won,  That’s the way it is.:)

Learn it on the hard way

Everybody certainly have the things that they believe in their life, and they brave enough to fight for it, bahkan nyawapun direlakan.

One single thing, yang mungkin buat orang lain adalah hal biasa dan sepele bisa jadi adalah hal terpenting dan paling berharga yang coba diperjuangkan oleh orang lain.

Sometime, untuk mengetahui apa yang penting dalam hidup justru didapatkan melalui sebuah perjuangan dan pengorbanan yang teramat sangat menyakitkan. As this men try to fight to keep the people that he loves, his friends without even make a differences between them. Well, it just a movie, yang mungkin bisa sangat lebai…but, it is true that everyone should have the things to be the reason why they should live good and longer. Do we need more? than just a friend that love without any expectations.

I seriously watch this movie and find that there is the thing that can’t be bought by money, ada hal-hal berharga dalam hidup yang justru tidak dapat dibeli dengan uang dan apapun. Persahabatan, kasih-sayang, cinta yang tulus, kepedulian, saling berbagi, dan saling melindungi. The things yang mungkin terlupakan, if I think it back, life is really short . . .

Remembering about my best friend that really sad right now, maybe she is crying and upset right now. But, I just can’t do anything, because I am not there with her. And I remember how she always there when I got a very hard moment in my life. She is there, they are there…support me, huge me, and let me crying in their shoulder while they are crying too. Life is easier when you are there my friend. I am really sorry that the same moment I can’t be there…but I always want you to know that whatever it takes, I am here always whenever you comeJ

Ya Allah,,,please save them, wherever they are right now . . .thank you for sending them to me and be my best friend foreverJ

Life is just a long learning…Miss you so much!