The Piece of Emotion

When someone say something that so mean to you

I surely believe that no bodies perfect . . . we all are trying our best. But when someone says something so mean to you, it could be like something cold that frozen your heart for a moment when you hear that.  And that’s what I feel for a moment when someone say something so mean . . .

It could be when we are in the middle of a situation that we can’t control our own self, so that the “word” is easily come out and spread like a soda to the entire corner in the room. I am as the one who have been treat like that feel like I can’t even  think for a moment because of my brain suddenly feel like “something stop it work”.  A few words that hurt and slide your heart into pieces for that moment, and make you feel like a “statue”. And suddenly you feel like you are the worst person in the world, something that you try to feel it fine but it just spread out like a butterfly that come out from a bottle and fly away, which is no one can control it and it sake the bad side and the sensitive side of what a black mark of you life.

Well, the “word” could be something that you don’t like, something negative from your life, something that you try to hide from your self, something that you try to make it something normal but it surely “not normal” , something that you accept as the way of your life that you are push for it ( I mean you just accept it because you can’t do anything else), or something that make you as the saddest person in the world and you try to adaptation with that. Okay, its all are “sad” thing but you surely wont someone say it to you directly, want you?

But it could be something good too, for a moment we hear that and we surely react with that. We feel just how misery is our life? And could we ask our self to be better? Or we will let the ego suddenly in a high tension, well no one like it . . . including me . . . J

Hmm . . . . for a moment in that situation I realize that “the words” is relatively true but no one said to me except that the same words fly on my own brain, on my own imagination bout my life. And I tried to calm down and make it right and say “okay, I am the one on “that words” and also I believe that the person will not say it to me if they are not pushed to say it on that situation.

No bodies perfect . . . including me.